Re: You know something's wrong...
Onegaishimasu, I have found that wanting to practice suwari waza is before you know something is wrong. You want to look at the basics again from there, look at the omote and the ura, go back and forth from sitting to standing, you are working on having a whole practice. Wild, grandiose aikido doesn't interest you anymore. I think the art goes deeper into your body as you age and your body changes. My 2 cents. In gassho,