Well there goes the baby with the bath water!
Did you ever stop and think that your position of not being able to study Aikido again at another dojo is as rigid and (sorry to say) wacky as the place you are leaving? It would be like leaving rugby all together because you did not like the quality of the rugby songs sung at the bar after many of beers by that particular club.
I hope your next training experience in whatever goes smoother for you.
Marc Abrams