Hi Jaxon and ev'rybody !
First,I think everybody goes through this kind of thinking,but I also think you should
avoid it since it doen't fit the kind of mindset that let's you enter the world of aiki,a head full of ifs gets you where ?
Since you have started in aikido you should
be on the best way not to end up in prison.
Were you thinking along the line of working in a prison,or do you hang around the wrong kind of people ?
Aikido is not only the fighting system but also a way of life,thinking,breathing,talking,
and therefore does affect your surroundings in
more profound ways than you might know.
Yours - Chr.B.