To get physically better so I can drive to and from practice.
Not to rip and tear the muscles and tendons of my partners because I am using my muscles instead of gaging the muscle tension in my partners.
Generally, keeping the room from spinning like an airplane spiraling into a devastaing crash while I take ukemi.
Waking up each day to know I have the chance to try to practice Aikido either with my friends in class, or study on my own.
Everything after that ... is easy.