Re: I think I'm feeling burnout or worse. I am seriously considering walking away.
Just out of curiousity: Is there a U-tube clip out there that shows this T-Chiba guy doing his rough stuff? I u-tubed little for "T. Chiba" and "Birankai" but could find nothing that I wouldn´t also see in our place (standard Aikikai).
(I am NOT arguing about this! Just curious.)
As for the original poster, of course I agree with everybody else that of course he should look for another place.