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James Davis, Jr. wrote:
Hmmm, how can I say this as gently as possible?
You shouldn't feel guilty for missing your training, but you could feel a little guilty for the opportunities that you're denying people that want to train with you.  While you're gone, nobody is benefitting from your experience. |
This is a very good point, (not to brag) But not only that but i *do* miss training with all the people there as well because it usually is a great experience and all of them are great aikidoka as i see it. And even more importantly, its not so much about the training but just seeing everyone again. Idk, i really do miss seeing my sensei, hes a great person and always motivating me, but i just can't see myself going back unless i'm going to train, and right now i dont want to train. Deep down maybe i do, but until those feelings towards aikido surface again, i think i may just have to relax for a while.
I'm still going to shaolin as often as possible so i know havent lost interest in MAs in general. Thank God.
*Paige*