I want aikido. But I want it training in a combative situation.
Dojos, at least here, don't offer me that - they really are structured like above 60 minutes, at best you train 15 - in a good day
So I am here, bumping my head against a wall, in order to find how I can learn aikido in a combative manner without anyone available to teach me aikido in such manner.
For, certainly, I cannot relocate to Serbia for that!