Sounds like Yeshua Do
is a martial discipline that is better aligned with your beliefs than Aikido.
Yeshua Do is
Aikido and Iaido combined with a westernized ethos of budo. Jordan Sensei is 5th dan in both above mentioned arts.
So there's no need to go looking any further than the truth of where you are.
In šāʾ Allāh (إن شاء الله),