Re: Awareness = Paranoia?
My advice would be to try and not think about it so much, i find when i wory about something like that the only thing it does for me is when the time comes where i need to use Aikido (or do anyting) i think about what im doing so much that it doesen't flow properly. i would suggest meditating and clearing your mind of all worries, and when the time comes if your mind is still clear it will just flow.
P.S and i do realise that my grammar sucks
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