Sensei seiser,
You are right (or at least we are in agreement, either way you would like it
, i did dislike that it was taking time out from my own training and that they were not as committed as i am. I'll stop trying though and let it happen. But it feels like a pendulum effect that one keeps going from one extreme to the other i.e. keep trying very hard or becoming passive. Because its so easy to become a passive viewer who just lets things happen (about which i was told to correct in the past by my sensei). I'll try to find my balance (or let myself find the balance
).
Again, i sincerely thank you for your time,
Piyush