I just can say thanks to all you...
I got some kind of flu this weekend and didn't show up at the Friday training. I am not good yet, so I don't know if I will be there this Monday too.
Keep training, do not compare, and wait for the future.
This waiting that kills me
The funny thing... To the people who doesn't practice, I'm good.
So I go to the dojo and see that there is a long way!
Maybe it is just a feeling that will go away when my classes get started (tomorrow)... This is, actually, my hope.
Another question: should I share this on my dojo? With my sensei and sempai(s)? Or even the kohai(s), searching how they feel about training?
I'm afraid about the answers I can get doing this...