I practice at a hells angel dojo. everyone rides hogs to class and wears leather hakamas. we chew up ukes and only say onegaishimasu to friends of the head biker-shihan, and if you can't do a headstand you're out of the club.
I'm just being obnoxious since my name doesn't have to show up on the message.
In reality, I find it unfortunate that you can't find a place to train that suits you.
The only MORAL statement I made was
take responsiblity for your life
There's nothing wrong with wanting to be happy IMHO. But no one's going to give it to you in a silver plate. Sure , you took action, and if it still makes you unhappy , you can make new decisions and go make it better.
you only have control over your attitude