No need to apologize: No wrong was done.
I know I want to practice aikido, but I will not be sure if that's the dojo until I give a sincere "nyunanshin" effort.
I wasn't doubting your resolve to learn aikido, I was just imagining myself being part of that dojo and then reading that. But I've been told I'm too serious (I keep saying "it's just focus!") and need to smile more, so