Re: Senpai You Can't Respect
I know what you are talking about is seductive but it is really a distraction from what is important. All that matters is what happens on the mat. Enjoy each one of your ukes for what they bring. Each is an individual person at an individual moment. Thinking about others distracts us from our training.
You might be getting ready to come out of a plateau into a new level of training...often people sabotage themselves by getting distracted by something or other. Stick to your path.