Gary, why do you see it as such? I am more interested in your pluses ie: how and what you do internally, what solo exercises you do that benefit you.
It's not a competition you know and if I do things from a view you don't get it doesn't equal anything except me being open as to how I do things.
Yet you've never made a single comprehensible post about what you are trying to do, nor a video successfully demonstrating you doing what you tell us you can do. Nor meeting people who can test it either. Hence the doubts.
No..it isn't about a competition...it's about accountability and actual ability to do what we say we can do.