Re: The Catalyst of Aikido, Non-Resistance.
I think I understand you to be expressing a sense of mushin awareness.
Minenori and the monk Takuan spoke of this as "moon over the water" and other very vidid images.
What I take that to mean is that one is aware of all things yet not fixed on any one thing.
I laud you for being able to reflect upon they various principles you remember employing. The moon was well reflected in the water.
What memory did you have about and within your body, your spine, your hips, ankles and shoulders, your belly?