I'm always surprised that there aren't more aikidoka broken into itty bitty little pieces, like so many spent match-sticks.
You do those kinds of crazy things fluently...then develop phobias over breakfalls. It boggles my poor widdle mind
lol, no phobias here Bob, but I know what you mean. Without a confident nage, ukemi from that throw can be a little... blah. If they're tenative and don't get you stretched out good before things get a little sloppy and you end up falling off of them more than being thrown, but that's a problem you see in lots of places in aikido.