I`m sorry chris I understand where your coming from, but if you look deeper at what i have said, you will find it is the exact same thing. No different! nobody has more internal power than anybody else, its your depth of pressence feeling the inner aliveness of this moment nothing else exists nothing else ever will.
I was practicing in this manor one evening and the enrgy field alive in me that I witnessed was overwhelming and my training partner felt it too, than it was gone, like all forms, but to maintain that is now my goal.
I dont think there is anything more internally powerfull than this.
Sorry, but you really don't understand what I'm talking about. What I'm talking about is a specific physical process, capable of being physically conditioned and developed, that makes measurable, physical changes in the body. Of course, the mental state is important and essential, but that's far from the whole burrito.