Mary, Do you visit other dojos? How many seminars have you been to in the last two years? Do you think it is possible that there are things on other peoples path that might help you on yours?
The reason I ask Mary, is that I get the impression you never leave your house to experience aspects of aikido that you may not ever have experienced before. You say you are puzzled why nobody comes to your seminars yet you seem not to see the need to go to seminars held by anyone else. How do you explain this?