Are you angry because your Aikido is lacking something?
Everybody's aikido is lacking something. It's just a question of whether you feel that something is anything you want, need or care about. Whether it's of value is indisputable -- of course it is, because someone values it -- and yet, we continue to dispute that, or profess disingenuous surprise at the fact that other people value it. Oh, other people and their messed-up priorities!