Re: verbal abuse from a teacher
You are writting here because you donīt feel right. Indeed, I believe that what you are really asking is if it worths the pain to continue learning like that. You donīt need any advice because you currently have your answer and you know it. What you donīt really understand is why you donīt feel right going ahead with that decision. The answer is easy; You are being manipulated since you were 13 years old and it is a natural feeling for you.
I'm sure that if you talk to your teacher like others have recommended you, your teacher will understand you... at least for some weeks or a couple of months and then all will return again.
If your decision is to continue studying under him, take that into account the next time you will be abused by that....#$%!