Thinking about leaving
I have been doing aikido for the past 8 years and I really used to enjoy it but recently I think that I am only staying because I like the people there and not because of the actual aikido.
I'm worried that I am starting to stop my friends from learning and I don't want to do that.
The thing is I have been signed up for a competition soon and I don't want to let my embu partner down, who is really looking forward to competing. And I don't know how I would tell her or my sensei, if I was to quit.
I don't know if this is just a phase or if I am just getting bored of it. Any advice?