I have decided to work through these issues and keep training my kids have rounded the corner medically and are doing better all the other things in my life will still be there and thats that.so thanks to all and hope I can get this suwari waza down asap.
Good on ya for carrying on. You'll find that you'll make progress, then stall, then suddenly make progress again, then stall. I am currently going through a clumsy phase - doesn't help that it's a week out from a nidan test...
Suwari waza - practice, practice, practice....