... But it's easy to spend everything you have on it....
Why do you think this is like that?
Intuitively i believe you are right.
Is it because it is a mystery?
Is it because it is (..or rather becomes) a pursuit of power?
Is it a spiritual thing?
Is it simply the challenge?
Is it ego?
What single-mindedly drove Sagawa?
is this like any 'thing' ... in that it can become the focal point for obsession? or more specifically; that it rewards obsession itself.... creating a feedback loop...?
what u think?