Thank you for the post.
How specifically do you recommend one "study(ing) the art and science of teaching more honestly and intensively"?
Greetings, and thank you for your interest.
I have found learning, as well as instructing, to be habits cultivated by committed and prolonged repetition of the fundamentals of your chosen craft, science or philosophy. It has to be your own choice.
The stronger and more internalized the habits, the more resonance you will produce when sharing. The purpose of living, is that it must always be about your own life's choices. Ask not of others what interests you, inspires you, or even defines you. There is no more qualified person to help you every day than the person in the mirror,
He knows, and has always known.
When I referred to "studying the art and science of teaching", I did not allude to an independent course of study to do just that. Rather, by committing to the areas you truly will devote yourself to, you will naturally encounter experiences, mentors and methods that you will recognize, almost on a cellular level. Seek within, if you really want to win. By seeking primarily outside yourself, you are likely to continue cultivating even more doubt, and reluctance to act.
Trust the Teacher within. All the rest are merely your assistant instructors, regardless of accomplishments or relationship to you.
There is no other advice I can give, other than to search your own sense of correctness regarding your mission in life, and trust the fundamentals that are there. Feel free to "steal" all you can, from wherever and whomever you can. After all, taking a few things, probably is theft. Taking a lot of things, is really research.
People tend to take you at your word, all other things being equal.
If you say that "you can", they will try to assist you. If you say that you cannot, and will not try, then they will simply move on.
I hope you choose, and research, wisely.