#1: Why would you even want to repress your feelings? Not very "Aiki", IMO. I think you'll be better able to manage
them by embracing them.
#2: Seems like you're too afraid of getting into a committed relationship when you haven't even asked her out yet
. Aren't you getting ahead of yourself? Cross the bridge when and IF you ever get there.
I wish I could stop the feelings I have for her right now, but it is hard to repress my feelings. Just when I think I have gotten over her I see her again and the feelings return.
The situation is totally unintentional and is not what I wanted to happen, I started Aikido as a way of training my body and mind, not complicating my life and making me totally irrational.