What experiences do your sempai, kohai and Sensei have to share...ask them. If they do not have any real life experience of street encounters, ask them who they know that does....and go talk to them. Express your concerns about your training.
Do not accept, " Twenty year technique" or " There is no resistance in training'' crap. You only get out of your training what you put into it. Ask questions, require answers.
thank you for the advise (especially the Ask questions, require answers
ive not heared the saying "There is no resistance in training'' before, somebody care to explain this one please?