guess I confused you, My introduction was about 2 (TWO) years ago, I just wanted to share my new success.
But if it made you read my old post and think about it, I appreciate.
Yes it is hard to realise, how many agrression and violent potential lies in someone beleiving himself a pacifist. But just refraining from martial art is only suppression, not a solution. So I guess with aikido I really found my WAY.