At the same time I also realize that, "of course it will change..."
(That little piece of wisdom didn't come quickly though. In my 30+ years of M.A. practice I did my share of banner waving, teacher worshiping, and "knowing the truth." I guess the question is, what am I blind to now?
We can't know what we're blind to... until we can see... and then we have to have seen and understood... and be willing to say, "I don't know." ... while still willing to keep looking for what we can't see.