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	<body><![CDATA[I as those of you whom flow my blogs know , kinda seraching at this point in my life.  I frist would like thankyou for reading and even sometimes sharing your thoguhts.  
I know that in life your suposed to have life figrued out by 22, but I dont't.  I still surching and I for a while know I think still was mostly looking outward.  Thow you cant blam me , the wetern clurture teaches that , if you look at there action and fatiths.  I recently deced that this is not the path for me , necer was.   I just was doing it to fit inand by tring to fit in I was failing more.   
I looking at my tring in aikido and I relise that in a way I stared to do the same thing.  I loooking for what others want form it and want I am "suposed to do" , I am relising that when I do this I actuly mixing agin what is being tought.   In others words while people are teachers and there are specic acktion that you are to take , I think its more about see for your self and trusting your slef.  
you are the only one whom can see though your eye so teachers are only guides not the kings or quins that lies with you.  
my new metion is to wory less about them and more about me.  I not saying I know it all , they are guides but still take it with agrin of saldt and go from there.]]></body>
	<date>04-10-2011</date>
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