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trademark8806's Blog Blog Tools Rating: Rate This Blog
Creation Date: 06-14-2009 12:51 AM
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In General Should I have gone or was it bad for them? Entry Tools Rate This Entry
  #37 New 03-29-2010 11:18 PM
Today was a veray emtional day for me. I want to the dojo with the sole intent that I wanted to have that relf you, know the one I so offent talk about as palce where I belong.
However, I kinda got taht felling, but I also did not. I new I would have to focouse, I hoped I would be able to do this. I kinda did, thow there were points where I felt almost like saying sisay can I sit this one out. SIsay I think senced taht I was not relly that confuontfule tonight and put me with a high ranking person, whom worked with me well in the past. However, this person did not seem to be on my siade, she seemed to not want to work with me. Which is kinda unsual for her, I usley work well with her. She breekes things down, and while I offent get corteced by her , she is usley relly icgring. Today she was working with me only becaue sisay told her to do so, not at all becaue seh wanted to. I know part of this was blown up in my head becaue I was feeling off.
Overall the dojo was ok, I did ok. I got throw it.
I not sure I should have gone thow because , a she relly did nto help so I felt more disconteced, and 2 becaue I was even more of a bad ukie then normal. SO , I feel like I let my dojo down! Well , if you feel like telling me your take on this , do. Always welcome, thow I don't promise to like critism right off the bat.
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#1 03-31-2010 11:18 PM
Linda Eskin Says:
I definitely have those days. One time I did something really embarassingly incompetent, and felt like crawling under a rock. The next day I was sort of brooding on it (still feeling stupid), and just decided "Oh well." There's nothing to be done except learn what you can from the experience, and come back fresh next time. You would have patience with another beginner, so have some patience with yourself, too. There will be better days.

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