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I have been fairly comfortably going along, slowly, as an Aikido newbie. Working diligently and mindfully, but in no hurry. Plodding. No deadlines. Well, I recently passed our association's minimum of 20 training days to test for the lowest rank, 6th Kyu. So I've been glancing with some trepidation at the dojo whiteboard, where names are posted of those who will be testing. Our next tests are on September 19th. I never thought I'd be in that batch. I thought maybe November (we have tests every 2 months, I believe). But I kept checking the board, just in case.
On Thursday I stopped by the dojo, just to drop something off, and a friend in the class turned and pointed at the board: http://www.twitpic.com/eny66
I'm about as calm and even-tempered as a person could be, but I was really stunned/delighted. I actually ran to my car, grabbed my iPhone, and tweeted a photo of the board. (Yes, I am a geek. It even says so on my license plate. )
Here's what I said on Facebook, and I stand by it: "I am here to tell you that the thoughts "It's not *that* big a deal, and nobody expects you to be perfect at this level," and "Squeeee!!! OMG, OMG, OMG!!!" Can coexist perfectly well in one mind."
It's the damnedest thing. My (very) rational mind knows that everyone who shows up long enough, and who can roll without killing themselves, tests for 6th Kyu. It's like "graduating" from kindergarten. What's interesting though, in the "watching my mind blabbering on" sense, is that I am really excited about it. Giddy. Honored. Kind of silly, but there it is.
I guess it's been a very long road even getting to this point (including some challenges well before I ever set foot in the dojo). It feels just like I've been preparing for a wilderness adventure. I've heard stories and read books, learned some basics, gathered my equipment and supplies, gotten myself to base camp, met some of my fellow adventurers, and set up my tent. Now I've been casually invited to join up with the group at the trailhead in the morning.
I'm excited about what lies ahead, and determined to be up to it.